in my bestie’s magical yard
self care is breaking into nasa and launching yourself directly into the Fucking void
Boys with long hair are fucking sexy. First of all its just amazing and it is so rare which makes me shit my pants when I see it. Ohmygod its defiantly a weakness of mine and why I don’t know. Shout out to Jason Castro and Sean White; some of my faves. And Mr John Lennon. You men are fabulous.
It wasn’t that you were mine. It was just you.
What you look for when you’re 16, you won’t look for when you’re 21.
self care is breaking into nasa and launching yourself directly into the Fucking void
May we suggest a Soothing Bath™ instead
today was a fucking insane fucking day.
i was just doing my thing. and i dont even know what happened.
at the end of the day i realized everyone in my life who is at least slightly important was involved. and 99% of the people wouldnt have even realized it.
everything seemed to come to a conclusion.
all my options wont kill me.
what one will make me strongest
when to know im over thinking?
am i just saying this because i finally included in my life normal things outside of sitting in a room.
where the fuck is my pride, in what direction is it going
i feel like all these people around here are like this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In2e8BNcO_A
ive never felt like this before.
this shit literally sucks, but dude foreal on the bright side, i am so lucky to be on earth. like living things universes ago had no chance. theres so much oppurtounity in this world/ i wish i could explain my bran..fucking being without you would be so hard. and i literally think i will never get over it. but it wouldnt kill me. all i want is a ring to remember you by. and look at it on days and smile about your fucking self. but youd rather spend 100 in 20 . 2 days b4 xmas. N shit. all this time i had the highest hope. i never backed down babe. i dont know when or what chance to take.
i dont understand where to start, obviously i dont want to go though fucked up shit. because it sucks mostly with my parents being mad at me or grounding me or making rules on me or whatever.
….the next sentance i wrote was insane.
im done here
and crazyily unsetting its annoying. goodnight
im trying to mash up two songs for my choir to sing. my director didnt seem to enthused about doing it so i thought i might try it and its hard because i have no expirence with it at all. so if you are interested in this sort of thing and would like to help me out pleaseee hit me up because they are two amazing songs i would love to hear together. and sing together for my choir’s senior song. if not, i hope you have a wonderful day and a merry merry merry merry christmas !
